Mother's Day 2013

The last 5.5 months have been the hardest, most incredible months of my life.  I have dreamed of being a mother since I was little, so having Parker has been amazing for me.  With our situation, I have found myself leaning on the knowledge, expertise, and overall love of all of the mothers around me in order to care for Parker.  I owe so much to these ladies and the way they support our children.  One of my favorite things is walking into a playgroup and having everyone brag about our kids' accomplishments and support each others' needs and questions.

Mostly on Mother's Day, I celebrate the sheer greatness of the beautiful mothers that are a part of my family.  I can't imagine a better set of mothers to be Parker's grandmothers.  "Grandma" and "Nonna" are inspirations for me every day, and the love they have for Parker is overwhelming.  My mom, "Nonna," is a woman of such strength.  She has been my biggest advocate in my darkest and brightest moments, and immediately became one of Parker's as well.  My mother-in-law, "Grandma," is a woman of kindness, who knows the most positive result of every situation. 

Both of these women already know that Parker will change the lives of everyone around him.

This Mother's Day, I feel such thankfulness for the opportunity I have been given...the chance to raise this incredible little boy.  His mega-watt smiles, chubby-cheek giggle, and big blue eyes are truly life altering.  With him, my heart is living outside of my chest.  He is on my mind every second of every day...and I suspect that will never change. 

Mommy loves you Parker Jonathan....you are the light of my life.